This article is talking about how I turn myself from a normal person into a cuckold. I do not include the detail on how we play here, it's just mainly the journey that drives me to explore this world. For details about how we play, I will be posting another article about it. We are a young couple who have been together for almost a decade. I was once like other guys, being in a relationship and loving a girl with all my heart. But how exactly I got into cuckold relationship? I've been in some forums and many people have asked me to share them about my cuckold journey. Things happen for a reason, and yes that's how it changed my love life. My first love went nice but it was so young, we were both under parents control and having a date together was impossible. I got cheated 6 months later and I thought my life fell into darkness. Fortunately, I found my 2nd love when I was 18, and she has been the one and only one loves me til now. To her, I'm the only one who she fell in love with for her entire life. The only problem was, she has many followers and friends who tried to flirt her all the time on SNS (Social Network Site), it had driven me into jealousy for years. We broke up about 8 months, and during that time she's been asking me to come back, and I did not want to. When the night came, the feeling of loneliness and desire to jerk off came, I became her stalker on SNS. I found out that she started to dress sexy, big circle earrings, black dress, black stockings and high heels, they matched perfectly on her brown skin. She had never thought of dressing like that before, no matter how much I requested when we were in relationship. That photo gone viral inside her circle, and I thought she already found a new boyfriend. Deep down inside I still knew that I'm missing her, and that photo made me changed my mind, deciding to start over again. At this point, it's where my life changed. Jealousy still strike me, but we started having our first sex, and we kept having sex onward. Sex was the only thing we had in our life. Honestly, I hated to be jealous, but that could not stop me from getting boner. It was weird and strange. Sooner, I figured out I enjoy this feeling. That's when I started to know hot wife existed.
I went online reading blogs and articles from who shared their experiences. It felt like a sin at the beginning, sharing your girlfriend with others became my most favourite fantasy (before there were fetish like stockings, high heels, sm etc.) I did not have the gut to share this fantasy to her, afraid that she will leave me forever. There was a problem also annoyed me, and I believed it happened to most of men out there, once you ejaculate, you will lose all the desire to your lover. It took me so much time to recover, could be from hours to days. During those period, I was very moody and got pissed so easily, and she became the one I was mad at. We both could not bare with it, I tried to explain her that it is just temporary and she did not accept the reason and she thought it was just excuse. Still we managed to fix the problem after sex. From month to month, we cannot bare with this anymore and I decided to fix it and stay away from such painful loop. I began sharing her about cuckold fantasy, explaining her the reasons, showing her online articles as proofs that such people exist. Sadly, it went opposite, she thought I was done with her, she thought I did not love her anymore and it broke her feeling. Then I decided to stop. I figured out there was a perfect time to raise this topic, when we had sex, I liked to fuck her and speak besides her ear asking her to imagine all the excited situation as much as possible. I asked her what if the one fucks her right now is another strong muscle guy. It worked, it turned her on. We both are Asians, and I remembered she once told me her ideal boyfriend would be a handsome tall Caucasian, because she likes the mix race between Asian and Caucasian. It was another success, our relationship went better and we loved each other more. Soon, fantasy could not satisfy us, we decided to take another step looking for a bull. And I can tell you all now that this is the most challenging step in our life. Looking for a great bull has never been easy. He might be an ideal one, but he might not be interested in her or me. She got fucked by 8 different people for the past 1 year, one of the bull fell in love with her, but he was a jerk. I first thought we could get along well, he tricked me for his own good just only want to fuck my fiancee. Giving tons of excuses that they were busy fucking and would not want to disturb by a camera. I knew they fell in love with each other, I was good with it not until I realised I was the only one he ignored. I needed to stop this, because I went into lots of big fights with my fiancee. She is capable in loving two guys at the same time , but that one wasn't ideal for us. We kept our journey on until we found another Russian guy. She started to explore her kink, she does not only like the thrill of cheating, and now she also likes the feeling of being a slave. She likes ass spanking, being fucked tough and cum on her face. We have never done this before, and yet she enjoyed all the fun with another man....
